lately i find Tool very soothing. Aenima is my favorite album as of late. Forty-six and Two, Eulogy, and AEnema, are my go to songs. i also find the songs Prison Sex (on Undertow), Schism (on Lateralus), and H (also on AEnema), healing in a lot of ways.
it's amazing what we as human beings can tolerate and even rationalize as normal in our lives. there are things that happened to me i may NEVER talk about. my thinking could not be stopped though. i was able to think, which is why i'm still here.
"......I might even be ugly, but dear God, I'm here. I'M HERE"
anyway thanks for letting me share and vent.